In my most recent Contemporary Experimental Performance class, we explored a performance of both durational and one-to-one live art. The task was quite simple, and yet within that simplicity was one of the hardest challenges I’ve yet to come across as a performer. The instructions were to sit in a chair opposite another member of the class and to do nothing but look at them until our teacher told us it was time to finish.
It was one of the deepest and most interesting internal journeys I have ever experienced. One of the lessons I learned from this is that when we’re told to do nothing and we begin to try our hardest to do nothing, we suddenly become aware of our body as it performs. We notice every single micro muscle twitch our bodies perform. We notice the rhythms of our breathing and the changes of those rhythms that our bodies are performing. We become aware of the look on our face that our bodies are performing. The dance that our eyes are performing. The shifts in posture our bodies perform. This exploration lasted an hour and forty minutes. For those who are not aware, this would be the beginnings of what would be called a durational performance.
These miniature performances that our bodies create are for the most part unnoticed by us in our everyday life. However, when we are put in the context of a durational performance we suddenly become aware of every Lilliputian detail of our bodies and exactly what they are doing.
This reminds me of the following reading –
“This physical body is the meeting place of worlds. Spiritual, social, political, emotional, intellectual worlds are all interpreted through this physical body. When we work with our hands and body to create art or simply to project an idea from within, we imprint the product with a sweat signature, the glisten and odor which only the physical body can produce. These are the by-products of the meeting of worlds through the physical body. It is visible evidence of the work and effort to move from conception to production. Our bodies are both art elements and tools that communicate intuitively.” (Goat Island. Letter to a Young Practitioner. [online] Available from http://www.goatislandperformance.org/writing_L2YP.htm [Accessed 07 October 2013])
As this reading suggests, the body is an in-between space. It does not exist in it’s own space but instead it operates from within the spaces between the “Spiritual, social, political, emotional, intellectual worlds…” (ibid) This can be confirmed by the fact that our bodies are affected by external stimuli. If it is cold outside, we feel the cold and our body temperature begins to lower. If the body existed in it’s own space, then the cold wouldn’t affect us because the body would be reliant on it’s own space and therefore it’s own temperature. When we begin to see the body as a meeting hub for these different worlds we can begin to ask the question of ‘When my body creates these micro performances, does that happen when part of the worlds meeting within my body are leaked out?’ and ‘If this is the case, then what world is each of these performances coming from?’
I feel that these questions can only come from exploring durational performance in a one-to-one setting. Because of all of the questions that this has created within me, I would like to incorporate one-to-one durational performance within the group performance we will create for this module. I feel that performing in this style will allow us to really push ourselves not only as performers but as people too.
To see the powerful journey a performance such as sitting opposite someone and simply being present for them can take you on, please watch the video below. The emotion that Marina Abramovic is performing cannot be faked, it cannot be acted. It can only be performed when we allow ourselves to explore the worlds meeting within our body.