To start with I didn’t really have a clue what I was doing, I felt completely lost. I didn’t like the idea that I couldn’t control what I was studying and what I was reading about. I felt like I had too much to think about and I got completely confused. Only until the last few weeks of the module when we were putting our piece together was when I realised who much I liked it because of how much it challenged me to try new things and think about why we do what we do, and what is the meaning behind it.
One of the sessions right at the beginning of the module was inspired by Marina Abramovic and Ulay about Nightsea the durational one on one performance of which they stared at each other and were motionless for hours. We did our own version where we all sat opposite someone and stared into their eyes until we were told to stop. I have a problem with sitting still anyway so I found this really difficult. We didn’t have any sense of time so we had no idea how long we had been sat there for. Throughout this experience, I went through so many different mind sets from being bored, to being in excruciating pain. It felt like I was losing consciousness throughout which was a very weird feeling, with times that I would snap back into it and think ‘oh god, I am actually doing this’. Towards the end I felt numb, I felt like I had been plunged back into reality from a very strange dream that seemed so real. There were points that I was either breakdown and cry or walk out and not come back. I finally made it through to the end after what seemed a very long 1hr 45mins. We then all sat and talked about our different experiences after a short break where we listened to how other people got themselves through it. It was very interesting.
Abramovic and Ulay’s Nightsea Crossing was shown in a gallery in 1982 for 21 days over June, August and September. When I looked into this I found it very interesting that they did it in a gallery like a piece of art. They were asked questions in an interview about the work they were carrying out in the gallery. A seven hour durational piece between the hours of ‘10.00am until 5.00pm. The seven hours was also important because we wanted to avoid people seeing the beginning and end. When they come to the gallery we are already there, like any other piece. And when they got a 5.00, the gallery is closed and the guard comes and tell us it’s the end. The public only see one image’ (Nick &Kaye p183). I found this particularly interesting because they didn’t want the audience to see them come out of the zone they had put themselves in because it would have given away the illusion and it would become something completely different. Abramovic and Ulay were then asked ‘Did you state that you would be sitting motionless for the duration of the performance?’ (Nick & Kaye p 184) I found the response really inspiring:
‘No. So people are always waiting for something to happen. But when they finally come to realise that that’s the reality of the thing, they start making contact with the piece itself. In the Nightsea Crossing, after ten,fifteen, forty-eight hours, the whole space is charged with energy. And that energy affects you. To charge a space with energy needs a long time.’ (Abromavic. Nick & Kaye, p184)
People do this when they walk into a gallery and look at the paintings for a period of time and not realise how long they have been staring. I feel that if someone was stood watching someone just sit may be a little different because it’s actually a living person. It may take someone longer to work out the story or the reason why from Abromavic’s piece to an ordinary painting.
At this point, the whole idea of one on one performance’s became quite prominent. I found it really interesting and fascinating to read about a durational piece that was so simple but massively effective at the same time. I also felt the same way about one on one performance’s because from what I have learnt, you can get so much more out of a one on one performance than watching or participating in something that involves a group of people.
After we had done the staring exercise in class, it took me a few days to get over the initial shock of going through mixed emotions to then realise that I actually did like it and of how effective it was.
Nick Kaye & Kaye Nick. Art Into Theatre (Marina Abramovic) pp. 183 & 184. Routledge